a year later

so i realized i haven't posted something for almost a year, sorry didn't mean to ditch yall but my life just got out of control. i just didn't know which way was up for awhile and what not, but i promise that there will be more post soon!

Looking Up

it is very very funny how sometimes we never see the bigger picture until we take a step back and realize how truly blessed we are. i have had the most random week ever it started out really well and was really interesting at the same time but as the week went on i slowly begain to break down and down and i had a hard cry and a good cry last night with one of my roomates on how i might never be good enough for anyone. but what she really made me realzie is how truly blessed i am. I live with amazing girls who will always be there for me no matter how annoying or how rude i become they are sort of my rock at college and i love them for it :) i never really looked at how grateful i am for my life, i have 2 legs and 2 arms that function totally fine and i can do sports and play games and act like a normal person and i am so grateful for that. I also go to a amaazing universtiy where i can be around people who have the same problems that i face in the world and that they can help me though it ! and thats a amazing feeling so thank you for the amazing life i have been given..
ps. here a amazing quote i found yesterday :)
“Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.”

Fall 2010

I can't believe that i have another semester under my belt. I now have done 5 semesters at byu-idaho!!! crazyness i tell you crazyness!!! I was so blessed this semester with everything, maybe not on the educational side of things but with the people i was around! i got to experience tons of fun with my roommates and people in my classes, im excited to go back and see some of them after christmas break. And as you have guessed it is snowing here in rexburg! i can't believe that its snows so much here, and my car does handle pretty well in it so that was great!
Anyways i probably should get going but here is one picture to put you in the christmas sprit :)

HALLOWEEN

So this past halloween me and my roomies were skittles, we all had different colors it was super cute and we got alot of comments and a few numbers :) always a good thing....

Revenge is sometimes soo sweet!

ok since this my blog and i can write everything my little heart desires i will do so. So i have this friend how i love and support in everthing shes does, i watch her in swim, i help when she needs it in the kitchen, homework you name it i have either helped with or supported. Well the minute this girl meets a cute guy everything i have planned or done for her is out the window. holy crap what is friendship for if you arent ever going to respect it! like come one, i stayed her whole last swim meet and timed and supported her when she swam, now since she isn't swimming this week its a " maybe ill come" now its " i have to learn early or not come so i can get ready for my date on saturday. like what the hell, you should just come becuase 1 i am your roomate andyou should support me also we had plans "B". and last but not least if your gunna keep it up i will just let my side of the friendship go. I have no problem telling people were not friends anymore, if you don't treat me the same why i treat you then so long, and i will block you out of my life fo a long time and might never let you back in... thats all im gunna say on the subject......
thanks for reading, and listing to me vent :/ somehting i girls gotta do

New Days Come. Old days Go

Back to school again :)
Classes have started, seeing old friends again and in a new apartment :)
Its fall so the leaves are changing so it is beautiful outside :)
The air is chrisp and so you loose you breath you to find it again as you get to class :)
Everyone has a smile on there face becuase we live in a happy little bubble of rexy:)
Old friends make you smile becuase you konw you can be yourself around them :)
Swimming and then having your hair freeze because it is so cold outside :)
Going to the Hanunted mill and the straze maze just becuase you are dumb college students. :)
Loveing life......

He is all Grown Up

My little brother is graduating from high school this saturday and it just soooo crazy to me :/ awww congrats patrick

My Car... Miss Molly Sue

Conference Weekend :)

- i got to attend conference for the first time with merilee it was a blast!-

My Awesome Roomies

GOTTA LOVE EM! <3

Wishing....

Things to do in Life :)

jump off the top of a house
count all the stars in the sky
wish on a shooting star
go cliff jumping
go to a rascal flatts concert
see miracles happen
fall in love and never fall out of it
see my friends join the church
live in the country
drive a race car
never leave someone alone
kiss until i stop
never live a lie
always be my self
lay in the snow just because i can
pray like he is my only friend
never have a regret
always smile
go skydiving
never stop loveing my family
never to judge
help out everyone i can
always keep my promises
laugh at moment i can
make my friend seem important
say (i love you)
dance in the rain

A DREAM IS A WISH YOUR HEART MAKES WHEN YOUR FAST ASLEEP! <3

Hey Soul Sister....

Lately i have been working on school so much lately that i have forgot to update this in so long. I am coaching a swim team and they are such great kids and i am so happy to be their coach. I learn new things everything everytime i coach them. Although the other day i was talking to one of the guys that was on my teach and he was talking to his grandma who lives in des monies iowa and one of my best friends jake paulson is also serveing his mission in des monies iowa. But back to the story he was talking to his grandma and in his grandmas ward there is a elder named elder paulson. i was sooo excited when he told me this. This world is so small but so big at the same time. I have been missing him so much, he was like my best friend all last year and it has been so crazy with out him by me.

Back and Kicking!

Well im back in good ol rexburg! the semester has been going on for about 3 weeks now and let me tell you that it is sooo cold here! I have to bundle up everytime i got outside!!! ohhh soo cold, but at the same time it is so much fun here i love living in a college town it is sooo much fun but here are some pictures over the past couple weeks and holidays!

4 DAYS!!

so i have about 4 days until i go home for christmas break and i am so excited to be going home but at the same time i am not looking forward to the next week. I have 3 more finals to get though and just wanna be done with classes already!!! my life is so crazy right now and let me tell you that our apartment is so dirty i don't even want to go home!! i am tell you it is just soo gross.
but on a lighter note i am look foward to family and firends and haveing the time of my life this christmas. there is already snow on the grounds here and it i still have 4 more months of school in the snow. So pretty sure i am going to be sooo sick of the snow by the end of school this year. But all is good besides that i have tons of studying ahead of me to do and than fhe tonight which should be fun as always. but i hope whoever is reading this haveing a great day!
:)

Its My Life

You can't every really be happy until you know what makes you unhappy.today in my college town it was -14 outside and i had to walk to school. So naturally your face is freezing when you are walking and people are kinda of grumpy becuase they have to walk though the artic to get to school. But honeslty make the best of it. My roomate saw me so she started dancing and then slipped on some ice andalmost fell but it made the people around us smile and laugh. And just from that small act of kindness you can tell people were more happy and that maybe just maybe there day would get better.
This next week is finals coming up for me and i have to do well or else i am done for but anyways i was studing today and i realized that no matter how much i study or no matter how much i prepare for these test i have to make it fun for me. I have to have a good attiude going into the test or else i am not going to do well at all. I belive that any person can convice themselves that they could either fail or do well in life. They can take the road where there life is just a simple life and they go though it just adverage which nothing is wrong with that but if you turly want to be happy you need to become your own person. Just smiling everyday no matter what is going on in your life, a smiple smile could make someone elses day or maybe week.
so my suggestion for the week is to not be normal!!! do something that makes someones elses day or week. I think tommrow i am going to go all day smiling at people and maybe just maybe i will get a smile back :)

Its the Most Wonderful Time of Year :)

Being the college student that i am i really don't get to be home for everything for the holidays but what i am there for i love it!!.... Haveing december being the last part of the semester also doesn't help because you can't feel the spirit of chirtmas when you are studying for finals and haveing to do mass amounts of practice but it still good to everyonce and a while to listen to some chirstmas music.
Today was a busy day for me and i have got so much done to which is a good thing but at the same time i was doing homework and studying for the most part i was also listening to christmad music! <3 there is just something about it that warms my heart and if should be having a bad or down day.. this time of year maybe just trying listening to a little christmas music.....

Once and a While

Once and a while all you need to do is take a run in the rain, sing you heart out and dance like no one is watching. Beucase in all essence no one really cares what you do or say unless it involves them....

So i have learned over time that who cares what people think? i don't, i am totally myself all the time and from doing this i have learned that friends are only your friends when and if they choose to be. I have lost some friends from being to much life myself and some i have gotten closer! and for those friends i want to say thank you :)